- I remember that I was wander, walking in a estrange path, no lights were turned on, it was silent. I was not able to hear my own steps, my own breath, my own heart beat.
When I decided to go there, I knew that it should be a dark, silent and cold place. It was dark as the back of my eyelids in a frighten night, silent as an important awkward moment, and cold as a farewell hug.I was seeking something that I couldn't recognize, everything smelled like a memory, that place tasted bitter, I remember.
And I was able to perceive my imagination (none of the five senses allows you to feel it but I think we have another senses, like the sense that allow you to feel happy, but you also need another kind of stimulus to make that sense work), it became narrow and dispirited, something made me feel unwelcome, I couldn't realize what did I said before I went there. I knew that it was important, I was sure about my journey to the oblivion, but I did not remember what to rescue in there, I was purposeless.
It seamed to be familiar, that darkness, that silence, that cold. I could see the darkness, I could hear the silence and I was able to feel the warm of the cold. I found it!. I said in my mind, but I didn't know what did I found. It felt like it was no time around. Lost in this insanity I decided to fall, fall into this big dream, feeling that I was losing what I wanted the most in that instant... my memory.
In that exactly moment the ground turned velvety soft, like a slenderized grass, The fall did not hurt me at all. When I opened my eyes again I saw this new world, It was like been walking in the sky, lights from the horizon to my body filled that obscured eternity. But the happiness wasn't there. It looks like something was unknown whereabout, I could feel the heat of the lights, I could see all the colours allover, it smelled like orange and almonds, but it was still quiet and soundless. No sounds were around.
Then I remembered. I was looking for a song. And the oblivion god leave me deaf. That was the curse in my quest... I realize that when I fell in that dream it was still dark, and cold, and bitter, but not silent, I was able to feel the still vibrations with my inner self.
And that was how I started to see the music in everything.
- But... Did you find the song? How did you came back from... there?
- I forgot that. sorry.
Andres Robert

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